Miracles Never End.. =]

Just Love

2010-11-12T20:21:00.002+08:00

No matter what is going to happen

I will always beside you my dear

to protect you

to take care you

to treasure you

to help you

There are no reasons that why I will sacrifice

sometimes you'll never know what have I done

But, it doesn't bother

As long as I know that

I Love You
That's the only reason.

1 year anniversary :)

2010-05-02T08:12:00.002+08:00

wee~~~
I finally 1 year with my dear~
So fresh to me
because I never been so long in a relationship before
I Love Him soooo much~
we went to 1b for movie
both of us watch iron man 2
the movie quite high tech o.o
after tat we went home
actually I wan eat de bahs zhuuuu
but then. nvm lar =)
ngek ngek
back home ^^

I really appreciate you so much
thanks you willing to rang me when I lao gai
You willing to tam me
although I luan fa pi qi sometimes you also willing to
tam me back and dont angry at me
I know I very ren xing
I give you chong huai le =x
My wishes for this anniversary
You say it for me liao
must do it ah =D
I trust you
I Love You~♥

frens's farewell

2010-04-25T22:23:00.002+08:00

I went to my friends farewell yesterday night
vivian and hui ling are going to leave here soon
they together held a farewell at damai upperstar
actually Melissa told me at lintas
but they changed to damai didn't inform me
after I finish work
then my fren direct fetch me then go karamusing
fetch my fren, ling
then we together go lintas
when we reach there
za dao
they all at damai
so we need to wait hui ling's car come fetch us go damai
sien ._.
but when we reach there
really quite many people, suddenly got some feel like missing the life before
well, after some photo shooting
ling accompany me go to cx
for?
sure go find my babe again
he always there -.-
I didn't tell him I was at there
so when I go I hit his head from behind
but he not really like this
however
he accompany me back to upperstar
sit at there talking with my frens
until my dad come fetch me
my dad fetch him to cx there because he lazy walk -.-

now I really so tired
I work whole day
afternoon I got find my babe a while again
after that back to work
now need rush assignment =(

Duet

2010-04-23T23:14:00.000+08:00

Today was my first time play duet with people
nice balancing and matching =D
but still got some cacat because it was our first time
need to exam duet soon
must pass!

now,I still rushing assignments
there are a lots of things need to do
no time no blog so much >.<
Stress!

Assignments

2010-04-20T18:14:00.002+08:00

I hate it!!!
today I need to rush assignments
two assignments
roarrrrrrr

Pass :D

2010-04-19T13:19:00.002+08:00

Today I wake up early
went to jpj test again
Im the first one to exam T.T
everybody see how I drive
Im stress at first but steady at last
lols
its the same examiner again
well, Im happy because finally I passed
I no need to worry about those time for test anymore~
yeah!

wtf

2010-04-18T21:13:00.003+08:00

Really wtf
today I work
I met some problem
the parent really #@!(#*!@)(#
I dunno what she want
she say my pronunciation in chinese got some problem
LOL
she say I teach her kids
they dont understand
she ask her the question I taught her whether she understand onot
her daughter shake her head
I was like wtf?
Then I say think carefully before you answer
she understand mahhss
shyt lar.
I dunno what they wan
insane.
blame me not enough fierce
no do wrong what for I scold
blame me speak so soft
I stand beside them always I speak very clear
blame me need to think when I correct the question they have did
I am human lar k? of course I need see carefully to correct it lar
blame me this and tat
I teach so many students just you got problem lar
your attitude like tat you ask your daughter
they sure say dont understand lar
scare give you scold mahs
then I yang kena you complain lor
FUCK YOU LAR.
better dont learn lar your kids
I GOT MY WAY TO TEACH
NO NEED YOU TEACH ME

hmm

2010-04-16T21:12:00.003+08:00

today.nothing special
assignments a lots
tests
quizs
pile up until like mountain
Im gonna rush so many assignments this months
argh!!
just back from work anyways. -.-

Tired

2010-04-15T08:46:00.003+08:00

well, recently I really very busy
like yesterday.
I still rushing for the assignment
because need to submit today
teacher give so short period to done for the project
but it was really tough though.
urghhhh.
lucky my group member - Jie Ting
also a hardworking girl
she writes in the paper
I type into the comp
but.. really many graph
very waste a lot of time just to draw those graphs x_x

and.. I recently sick
hope I can recover as soon as possible
I dont wan sick =(
later will affect I work..

I got find my dear again
desperate to see each other
because quite a time didnt meet up
lols =)

after tat, I really feeling not well
totally like a sick cat
goshh.

finally

2010-04-13T19:03:00.001+08:00

Finally I got a pc can use
my laptop not going to service already
because cost rm800 to fix it
better get a new one
now i use pc
screen is big enough
I like it
but I still hope to get a laptop
because it is convenient for me
as I in college now

nowadays
many assignments that I need to rush
thursday need to submit the eco assignment already
now then I start to rush all of it
it is really tough
drive me crazy man !

stupid laptop

2010-04-06T22:27:00.002+08:00

sien ah..
My laptop sot le
Today cannot do my assignment
Really freak me out
Why this time cai like this
Better fast recover if not i cannot do my assignment :(
Now i using my hp to online and blog this
So cham.

By the way today i really very tired
Because yesterday work whole day
Go so many school to advertise
Foot so pain.
And my aunt today suddenly come my house consider pay a visit
My mum promote me again
Ask her let her daughter to learn piano from me
And it is success. Lols.
Well.. I stop here for today.

Sushi

2010-04-03T21:06:00.000+08:00

I work today again.
I just back from there =(
I quite tired but mood still ok lar
My teacher spend me and one workmate
go to city mall hanna eat sushi =D
thanks so much~
I was so full~
so delicious
yummmmmyyyyyy ~~~

btw.. my teacher tell me June I need go keningau
for the concert thingy >.<
I need to follow those students go

haiiyo.. I very tired but I still thinking my assignment
I wanna finish them as soon as possible. =)

11 month anniversary

2010-04-02T11:07:00.001+08:00

Yesterday 01/04
was my 11 month anniversary with my babe
I went to his house
consider celebrate with him lar
eat lunch together
then I back to school again

then at night
I went out with May
we together go watch movie
watch Just Another Pandora's Box
quite funny de
I cant say very nice but still ok lar
and then we went to cx
find our bf
both of them like stick to the computer already
I got lao gai cause of this
babe keep tam back me
well, I know he doesnt like this
but, he still tam me
I promise I next time at outside wont like this le
at outside lao gai not good. lols

and today..
I start busy
busy with?
ASSIGNMENT !!!
I so many assignment
shyt
haven done any
jia you!!!

Weee

2010-03-30T20:06:00.000+08:00

I met my dear today =DD
because I got so many recess hour
class change to 3-5pm
so all of use left earlier
My classmate fetch me go to dear house
so happy can see my dear ^^
we eat lunch together
have a sweet memories hour ~
after back to school
they discuss about the class trip
they want go to karambunai
well, I didnt join them
1st reason is
I got work
2nd reason is
Jiu suan I dont have work but then my dear wont let
lols. so forget about it

I just done my assignment outline
for the GNS subject
Haihs. soon many assignment coming
Im brain storming all the time

Exhausted

2010-03-29T21:50:00.001+08:00

Today 8am school start
it is really tired
I need to rush to school
I get scolded by mum
I understand it is really too rushing

After the 2 hour replacement class
Esther,Jie Ting and I stay back
We discuss our group assignment
after that Esther and I stay until 2pm
we met lecturer in the library
for the economic's discussion
I so blur with the chapter
so ask her for more information
thanks her anyways

I didnt go back home after tat
I need to work
so my mum fetch my brother then we go for kfc
then I take away as my dinner tonight
then I go my working place
stay until night then back home
during the time I free I help my brother with his moral portfolio
I wrote 4 essays
Of course I get my condition xD
lols

Im really exhausted
Well, I stop here
I need to do my economy correction and english assignments =)

work

2010-03-28T19:38:00.001+08:00

Today I got work also ~.~
but I work for a while only
got a new students
4 years old
so cute
lols
I baby talk with him
teach him to play piano
but I think need to slowly
because he still small cnanot absorb much
I'll try my best! lols

and hor
My mum and I
went to my babe's shop
my mum bought some bao
I so happy see my babe there
mum talk with babe's mummy also
after finish da pao
We left
I so miss my babe >.<

if say about my school life
Im going exhausted
so many stress
I cant imagine it
I need to think about the assignment
I need to think how do get a good score in test or exams
I cant perform well in my test =(
its really too hard for me
somemore need to face work stress also
haihss
but anyways
I will jia you =)

JPJ

2010-03-26T11:23:00.000+08:00

Today I din go school
I go for JPJ
I pass for section A
fail at section B
reason is because
I NEVER WALK TAT B ROAD LAR WTF
tat examiner ask me go B road
DIE LAR
when I drive back to ADC
I walk over =.=
I dunno when to turn in because the road still new for me
TUTOR YOU LAR
SAY NO NEED GO ROAD B
SEE HOW NOW
I FAIL BECAUSE OF YOU
AT LEAST SHOW ME THE ROAD LAR
show also never show me the road.

Dinner

2010-03-24T22:24:00.000+08:00

Today is special day
because I got 3 aunt back kk
1 from canada 2 from sdk :)
so less see they come back
so my daddy bring us
go to kampung nelayan eat seafood
got my cousin there also
my daddy spend all
thx daddy :)

Busy

2010-03-21T14:44:00.000+08:00

This few days Im so lazy
so I didnt update my blog
well.. recently Im quite busy also
I need to find some "client" to gain my commissions
secret =D
recently doing research on my assignment
today I went to city mall
I went to popular
I bought 2 books for my assignment as bibliography
about wine
so complicated x_x
I hate assignment =(

Burger :D

2010-03-17T21:06:00.000+08:00

Today recess is longer
so I with Ah lee and Jonathan decide to digi centre
wan Jonathan join the digi campus then the card give me use
ahahahahas
then I made a call for babe
he say hungry
so I go burger king
order tat double cheese burger for him
and then we went to lintas eat shang yuk mian 1st
then go digi settle all things
cai go find babe
hmm
wat I still can say?
lols

Hardcore

2010-03-15T19:56:00.000+08:00

Today I so hardworking
I make those notes for test
write dao so many
But its worth
so can more easy understand =)
and today I keep find ppl who wan to join Inti
can get commission thats why =P
at least I get one now
hehes ^^V

Out

2010-03-14T19:20:00.000+08:00

Boring lar today
morning to afternoon also dunno do wat
afternoon got talk phone with May
she ask me to go church
but I dont have car =(
so cannot pei her.
anyways.. I going out le =D
going out with my precious one ♥
going out with my dear for movie
alice in the wonderland
Im coming
weee~~~~~

QTI

2010-03-13T14:35:00.000+08:00

weee~~~ today early in the morning
I already wake up
and prepare for QTI
my driving pre-test
lols
at first I really got some nervous
then I sms May
ask her something about the car
she told me and teach me
and she also encourage me
thanks may xD
I pass~~ yeah~~
now waiting for JPJ
PASS　PLEASE
I wan to get P!!!!
I wan driveeeeeee. lols

SPM result

2010-03-11T18:10:00.000+08:00

I believe that every people who participate the spm on 2009
will be very nervous today
the result is out!!
well
I didnt go to school to get my result
I went to find my dear while I got 4 hours recess
he important than my SPM LOL
but then I got ask my mum to go
well...
my result...
-.-
NGAM GUK DAO SI LAR
I got As
and the rest I dunno ...
WHY GET SO MANY B+
MY LUCK SO BAD SO NEAR TO A .. DAMN !!!
at least I all pass.
nvm its ok
good luck to everyone ~ =)

Study

2010-03-09T20:01:00.000+08:00

Nothing special today
its very boring day
Im tired x_x
when afternoon
with classmates went to dongonggon cks there de 818
having our lunch there
then the whole afternoon I feel very sleepy only
so when I back home i take a nap for a while
then now I need do revision
having test on thursday
malaysian studies omg~~
its SEJ actually. hmm. but in english version
well, I hate it!! I do hate it !

1st day

2010-03-07T20:50:00.000+08:00

1st day...work o.o
As a piano teacher
wow. its so fresh to me
lols
I never try before
Kinda nervous
need to face those parents
and teach them
tough!!

:D

2010-03-06T18:02:00.000+08:00

Today I wake up early in the morning
because at 8am I need to go learn car
already learn liao 8 hours le
today I learn go up & down hill, parking and 3 penjuru
going QTI soon.. better faster !!
I hate my tutor so ngam cham

And during piano lesson
my teacher do a briefing to me
because I need work liao
Im a piano teacher =)
Im so busy prepare those teaching material
gonna crazy @@

I going out later with family
sorry May cannot go church with you >.<
thanks for your understanding~ :D

I feel my life suddenly so stress
I need to study & work
Can I do perfectly in my life?
I will make myself to done all my things perfectly
even by forcing myself
but really tough
foundation aint easy at all :(

I miss my dear
he is so funny
he took 2 pictures specially just for me
1 like pig 1 is a kiss xD
act cute lar you. :P

Assignments

2010-03-03T21:06:00.000+08:00

Argh!!!
The assignments make me crazy!!
There are a lot of them havent been released out the title yet
please larrrrr
this month many tests
assignments lagi need to rush
7 subject!!!
ahhhh!!!
my dear help me out one small assignments
he help me find information
lols
thanks to him =D
love him~

Hot

2010-03-01T21:33:00.000+08:00

Today the weather so hot
guys, agree with it?
I wanna faint =.=
hmm.. yesterday I was too lazy and forget to update my blog
yesterday is my 300days with my hubby
congrats me~!!
tyty~ lols :D
and I want to say thanks to May.
She is really a best friend
I very touch she wrote that touch "love letter" to me =D
I never receive such thing before
You are the first one
Thanks
I appreciate you as my best friend, You are my best friend forever :P

and I found out something at fb
my fren they post up a girl picture
I dunno who is tat girl
but the picture is so amazed me
the original picture is totally big different with the edited picture
I have seen so much edited picture before
But she is really a pro =)
I hope I can learn the skill from her too..
I wanna learn photoshop seriously
If I can study graphic design I should be learning now =(
nvm, discover myself =D
and another thing is
I found out someone, my fren
copy my words in fb
I mean the small box
THAT IS COPYRIGHTED OK
If u wan create a sweet sentence
please create urself use ur brain
copy people's sentence ain't sweet ok
I am not scolding just advicing
dont misunderstood.
well, at least I know something
Im brilliant so wanna copy mine :)

End of the CNY

2010-02-28T21:02:00.000+08:00

Today finally I can really settle the problem between us
its good =)
thanks you forgive me
ILY :)
I just came back from grandma house
having dinner at there just now
btw.. today is last day of feb too
this year cny so special
I will never forget this cny because many things happen
can say is the most happy & sad cny. =.=

IM WRONG

2010-02-27T19:16:00.000+08:00

Today my mum suddenly so good
she say she bring me go menggatal
go to darling shop -.-
then when we sit down
my mum say something out
then tat time i got stun
I dont wanna talk about it.
Im sorry my dear
IM SORRY
I hurt you =(
I know wrong already.
its my fault
Thanks you forgive me
love you
I will never repeat the same thing again.

Hang out

2010-02-27T00:17:00.001+08:00

I very boring for the whole morning and afternoon
parents ask me whether wan to out with them or not
but I reject I prefer stay at home lazy go out lols
and then I pps the whole afternoon~
then daddy went out to play mahjong
mummy bring my brothers and I and maid go to eat
after tat I went home then I rushing to prepare
prepare wat?
I need to go out with my darling
lols. we planning to go watch movie
his fren , xanz fetch me out
after we reach 1b
there were so crowded
the movie full
@!#!@$
then we go damai
-.-
they go cx and I follow
they play dota I sit beside and look my darling play only
I got play L4D a while
then I stop playing see my dar play dota until he finish -.-
then they fetch me back home and they went to yam cha~~~~
Im kinda tired =0
sleep soon :D

300days ♥

2010-02-25T21:09:00.000+08:00

Today is my 300days with darling
Too bad we cant celebrate today
because some transportation problem >.<
Im kinda sad with it =(
but hopefully tomorrow can hang out ♥
tomorrow is holiday~~
weee~~
I no need school!!
recently Im stress with my studies
so damn hard >.<
god save me up please
S.O.S!!

School day

2010-02-23T19:51:00.000+08:00

Today school reopen again~~~
ahhhh Cant relax anymore
A lot assignments coming soon
today computer this subject just releases an assignment ~!!!
omg omg~
topic topic~
I got 6 more subject !! omg~

No more cny

2010-02-22T20:01:00.000+08:00

Monday le~
Many ppl start school reopen already
mine start tomorrrow
so today I still can relax =D
I stay at home whole day again
pps pps
lols
wanna maple with dar
but I lag
then he pei me pps also
ahhh
I still wan holiday
dont wan start school
its stress =(
so many subject and hard!!

PPS

2010-02-21T20:55:00.000+08:00

Today.. I pps only
I quite late wake up
receive few msg from dar
say me pig -.-
lols
I try to surf net
see whether can find the wallet onot
I saw it
LV one
grey colour in Tagia collections
after tat
start watch pps with dar
boring day ~~~
tonight suppose go fren house
but then
dar dont let ~.~
so I din go le
Im soooo guai
lols xDD
and he went to his relatives open house
I watch movie at home
PPS become my fren today
weee~

Online Shopping

2010-02-20T21:17:00.000+08:00

Today I am too boring~~
wake up in the morning
then start online
wanna online shopping
many people ask me don't scare give lie?
Im Pro!! lols
thinking wan buy lenses
so I keep on surf net
to find cheap contact lenses
I guess I found it =)
many nice lenses
Actually wanna buy the barbie lenses
really so nice!
unfortunately
the most expensive is barbie lenses
I wanna buy it T.T
but I decide next time 1st :D
need to save up money
wanna buy things to my dar
he bought something pair to me
shirts , watch blahs blahs. lols
i should buy back some too
wanna find a wallet for him
he say wan same colour with me @@
but mine is grey
men's grey wallet so hard find ahhh
don't wan square one because mine not square too. lols
god let me find it asap please!
appear in front of me when I finding please~~~ lols
getting crazy -.-

Shopping Day

2010-02-19T21:06:00.000+08:00

Today I went to 1b with mummy and little bro
Because really boring staying at home
I actually wanna buy contact lens
but I didn't buy it
because i made my last decision
buy them by online :)
its cheaper and nice!
lols
and then we went to Parkson
there a lot bags @@
actually I nearly buy a bag
but after a while
I realize that bag isn't so nice
what I bought is
a wallet
I find a wallet almost 1 hour
because need to find a odd number pocket and nice wallet
its really HARD
At last I found one
original price is RM119
now discount so its cheaper =D
oh yea~ happy i bought the style I wan. lols
wont so thick and easy to carry~
tomorrow dunno can do what again
wait tomorrow then plan =]

Sweet Day :D

2010-02-18T22:59:00.000+08:00

I just came back~
I went out with my dear just now at upperstar
We actually went to a reunion of his primary sch fren
but then just got 1 fren there -.-
all missing~
lols
nvm. still a great day =D
after tat we went to cx oso
after a while jiu back le~
but a bad thing happen was
I cried.
because of something happen
not a serious thing lar
something complicated inside lols
and I dont wan so fast back home
but he need to back home or else his mum kill him >.<
but then he got comfort me also
so its okay~ lols
Im tired x_x need go rest soon...

Happy Chinese New Year

2010-02-14T17:58:00.000+08:00

Today is Chinese New year =DD
morning i went to relatives house bai nian
and then go see lion dance
then went to temple bai bai~
get ang pau ang pau $_$
lols
after tat
went home a while then go out le
wan go bai nian ~
not enuff ang pau
hahas
by the way
today is valentines day too
sad me
cannot pass with my dear
nvm nvm. wait for next time!
lols
wish everyone
Happy Chinese New Year & a Sweet Valentines Day =]

Emo

2010-02-10T18:57:00.000+08:00

Im Emo today
Feel like wanna drunk myself.
Tats it.
Emo :)

Stressful day

2010-02-04T18:29:00.000+08:00

Stressful now lar. u know why?
because there are lots of quiz, assignments, test coming soon.
well, foundation really not easy lar
I am in business communication
dying soon
need lots of hardworks >.<
my dream is study design
suddenly become those business thingy.
well nvm its ok for me
anything
after i done my degree in accounting.
got chance cai go for design. =D
jia you !!

Happy New Year~~!!

2010-01-01T01:43:00.000+08:00

I went to countdown at yesterday until midnight
with my darling and my frens
may , her sis yien, and some other guys
i quite tired today
but i happy =D
i m drunk ~.~
mayb i too tired
lols
anyways
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL OF U !!
2010!!

Finish SPM

2009-12-14T21:39:00.000+08:00

Today is Dec 14
i finish my spm le~~
but
tats mean i finish my study in secondary too
i gonna leave the school
and go for college
well i got some bu she de
miss all my frens T.T
all going to say bye bye
and go for their own dreams~
i remain stay at kk lar
lols
hope my new life start soon~

SEJARAH

2009-11-16T14:53:00.000+08:00

God bless me. I wan finish read the whole bab for sej !!!

GAMBATEH CARMEN YOU CAN DO IT!!!

=DD

Good Bye My School Life

2009-11-15T20:36:00.000+08:00

On Nov 13 tat day..
My sch having a graduation ceremony for senior 3 student
for us
senior 2 ( form 5 )
is nth different
most of us going to leave the school too
but still got some continue their study on form 6

I sure leave lar xD
but i got some bu she de also
I cant imagine I finish sch in my secondary sch liao @@
why so fast?
lols
when I form 1.. I wan faster to reach this day ==
I have alot of memories in my sch life
bad, good, happy , sad , suffer
many feelings and things happen inside this 5 years
I so happy to meet frens at school
no matter you all do wat to me b4
treat me how b4
I still need to thanks you guys
because you guys let me grow up
let me understand the reality
when I having problem you guys still will come comfort me or help me too
THANK YOU =)
I miss you guys T__T
some going to leave here next year
to kl, sg, aus,taiwan and etc.
all going to go for their own further studies
wanna have a good future
but promise to keep in touch ya =)

Now I going to study hard
for my SPM
3 DAYS MORE AHHHHHHHHHHHH
how how how ?
=(
I macam no feeling yet =.=
how come? I oso dunno
Hope I wont get a shyt result
bless god
and bless myself too
lols
JIA YOU GUYS FOR WHO ARE GOING TO SIT ON THE SPM EXAM TOO
MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL =D
all chiong for the last secondary sch exam !!!
gambateh! ^^

Left 14 days more

2009-11-04T17:03:00.000+08:00

SPM coming soon!!

well, guys. Im quite busy & lazy.
So I might be less update my blog
lols
not meaning the blog dying o.o
Im lazy worm xD
SPM coming soon
I just start to prepare
I seems dont have any feeling the exam coming soon
-.-"
but, GUYS GAMBATEH!!!
chiong for our SPM!
for someone , mayb this is their last exam in secondary school
or some might continue study UEC or form 6
but just concentrate on the exam ya
wish u all good luck~~~
jia you jia you!

# 18

2009-09-21T13:13:00.000+08:00

Yesterday really not quite a good day for me.
p/s I was talking about yesterday
I went to Damai with my brother
then met up with my hubby
there are some fun b4 the matters happen with hubby
there are some conflict
the matter going serious =(
I so nervous
I dont know wan how to to settle
but then..at last.. everything is fine =)

then.. TODAY
back to today. lols
He looks ok alraedy
and i can fong sam le =D
I hope he really dont think so much
then i will happy too

For My Dear
p/s You all can dont see because too rou ma =x
I dunno whether when u can see this
But I just type it here
You are always the one I care for
the only one and last
You are not useless
It is because of you care me too much
until you dunno wat u should do
but dear, just stay calm
I will never leave you
Except you dont wan me
but i know u wont
There are a lots of time we need to spend together
we need to face many problem together
we gonna walk through all of it until we leave the world
Its fate
I believe that the fate come for us
is not a wrong decision
You have become a part of my life :)
I need you to be inside my life
I NEED YOU DESPERATELY
I wan be selfish, yea im selfish
I just wan you belong to me
You will be mine forever♥

# 17

2009-09-17T23:42:00.000+08:00

Today he suddenly came to find me
I was so happy and suprise
because he less will do so
then he gave me this chocolate
and of course a love letter
Im happy :)
although have some conflict inside lar
T__T

I dunno wat happen to myself too=(
I hate myself being like tat.

# 16

2009-08-29T14:59:00.000+08:00

Present

Its was on thursday ..
but i write today. (busy)
he back from hk
and bought me couple things
im happy ^.^
but.. i gave him a phone
omg..
carmen u r crazy!!
bla bl abla
this is wat all ppl told me
but i feel worth it
no matter how i wont regret i do so

although he say me stupid too. - -it ok~ lols
just hope he will happy =)

# 16

2009-08-25T18:39:00.000+08:00

Recently i read so much novel._.
my eyes going blur soon
i miss him
i waiting him back <3
i keep surf net this few days
trying to find something to do
if not i really boring ~.~
somethings happen on me too
many strange things =.=
i lazy to say
just hope everything will be fine~

# 15

2009-08-22T17:37:00.000+08:00

Today.. I'm so boring@@
well.. I go for the piano lesson
back home sit in front of the computer
help my mum do some house chores
like boring life=.=

I MISS HIM
yesterday he at HK bought a new sim card
just to find me
I'm so touch>.<
i never think tat he will do so
because really very expensive

i wonder this world got how many boys will same like him?
going extinct i guess.

# 14

2009-08-21T20:17:00.000+08:00

HIM
I miss HIM ♥
I love HIM ♥
I want HIM ♥
I need HIM ♥

All is HIM =) ♥

# 13

2009-08-15T16:26:00.000+08:00

A Boring Day as usual

Today so boring
and so hot in the morning but lucky rain at afternoon
something happen in my class
but I lazy to say about it - -
I just know I waiting the time pass
tick-tock tick-tock

Actually tonight planning to go STC to see my friend ball room dance
many friends are going too
but lazy. * sorry my friend* ._.

Besides that, I felt stress
stress of the coming soon exam SPM
I really need to prepare for it
left 94 days then I going to face it
oh no~
In the past I never bother about exams
But I don't know why this time I am so nervous
God Bless Me

# 12

2009-07-23T17:23:00.000+08:00

爱是一种最高境界的学问。爱是去了解一个人，欣赏他的优点，缺点就告诉他而并非抱着把‘缺点化为优点’的心态，因为这是行不通的。往往人们喜欢把爱分成四种感觉，那就是酸，甜，苦，辣。但是确定每个人都能明白这道理吗？酸-吃醋，甜-幸福的感觉，苦-当你伤心却睁一只眼闭一只眼的感觉，辣-受了刺激甚至很心痛却隐藏不然你的另一半知道的感觉。

爱一个人最主要是自己会感觉到什么叫幸福，而且他会原谅你，体谅你，包容你一切的过失，只要你肯改过，他就能把你的错当作是透明物。爱一个人也是一种需要时间的课程。我们不可能在一瞬间就爱上那个人，那只会是心理作用。爱是需要培养的，我们都需要时间去了解一个人爱一个人，才能从中知道什么叫爱。

其实这个社会上我们发觉很多人都有谈恋爱的经验，但是也有些人是渴望恋爱却没机会的，也有人是完全没想过恋爱的。这是为什么？有谈过恋爱的人也未必懂什么是爱，因此才会出现所谓的花花公子以及花花公主。渴望爱的呢。。就是因为社会的现实让他们不敢跨越一步，因为觉得自己的条件不够好，也就是缺乏自信心。而完全不想恋爱的呢，是由于个人思想和逐渐觉得恋爱是一种负担，当个单身贵族更好。事实上这些人其实也会有寂寞的时候。

其实爱一个人是没有理由的，一旦爱上了就是爱上了，因为他就是他，是别人都无法取代的他，仿佛新店感应版，在第一眼对上是就是‘他’了那种感觉。往往很多人结婚未必都是找到自己最爱的，或者是最爱自己的，只是恰好在对的时间一同走出。矛盾的是，为什么会有离婚的时间发生？难道人就不能好好地对自己的另一半中心甚至全心全意的付出吗？至少这样，　自己就会幸福，也能避免不必要的事情发挥说呢个。

其实，认真的去爱，这样就能体会到，爱一个人总是美好的。

# 11

2009-07-11T20:49:00.000+08:00

This song nice =)

因为我相信

你说的每一句话

像首歌反覆传唱

储存在我的心上

怎麼可能把它遗忘

後来故事变得怎样

我们的手依然不放

我所有的悲伤

习惯有你陪伴

怎舍得再重返孤单

答应你我不会离去

我们只是短暂的分离

我会在附近

紧握著回忆

陪著你前进

答应我你不会哭泣

我们有过那麼多约定

因为我相信

只要我相信

就会有奇迹

你说的我都体谅

我的秘密锁在你眼眶

我们从不同过往

并肩走向同一个方向

梦的重量压在我肩上

所幸有你分一些承担

满天的星光

把每一步照亮

所以我们不会走散

答应你我不会离去

我们只是短暂的分离

我会在附近

紧握著回忆

陪著你前进

答应我你不会哭泣

我们有过那麼多约定

因为我相信

只要我相信

就会有奇迹

过去一个人

偶尔叹息也曾想过要放弃

如今不为自己

也要为了你笑著让梦延续

答应你我不会离去

我们只是短暂的分离

我会在附近

紧握著回忆

陪著你前进

答应我你不会哭泣

我们有过那麼多约定

因为我相信

只要我相信

就会有奇迹

因为我相信

只要我相信

就会有奇迹

# 10

2009-05-05T20:56:00.000+08:00

In a darkness night

You are the brightest light

In the hollow

You are the safeguard

In the grief and letdown

You are the one who carrying smiling face

And show that the world is full with colour

In the happiness

You share the mirth and wonderful things

When I need you

You are always beside me and to be get ready

Whenever I was down

You are the one who keep support me

No matter what I have treat to you

You bear, forbearance indeed accept it

No matter how snub to you

You are still be there for me

I look at another way

And started go deep into your heart

I have found tat something that cant wait to tell u

I Love You so much!!

# 9

2009-04-26T20:02:00.000+08:00

Lacking Of Money :/

Haihs

I waste alot of money this month

Buy contact lenses

KATE eye liner

or watever

money like flying away~~

how come my hand so itchy

zzz

I guess I need to learn how to be a

consumer that able to control their expenses

lols

and dunno why

this month

I feel totally down

Feel laziness with my life

But I have to force myself to study

exam coming soon!!

ahhh

this saturday..

going to be busy again

haihs...

burn midnight oil again T.T

just for the aime - SPM score good result

# 8

2009-04-08T19:52:00.000+08:00

Repeat..

Repeating the same life

Everyday study

Everyday doing my homeworks

Everyday listening to the teacher

Everyday follow the schedule that fixed for the time ..

and more and more

Everyday everyday and everyday

Repeating the same thing

SIEN!!==

By the way..

There are something happening around me..

was about my fren

a close fren that I knew last year..

she gonna to choose her own future

although haven finish her education

as in a situation that forced her to do so

I felt that

Im not willing to let her leave the school

becuase we are all in a one gang of frens

But Im happy for her

She started wont let me

worry for her anymore

because she is small in size

seem like easy give bully

in additionally she is quite queit!=.=

But now..

I really thx god.. lols

Finally she know how to think about her future

She is going be mature =)

I wish her good luck !

Best Friend Forever. =]

# 7

2009-03-29T14:21:00.001+08:00

VAIO CS!!

oh my gosh~~~

so pinkii

i fall in love with it

when it came to my sight

omg~~

my dream laptop ~~

When I got money next time

I sure will buy a pink laptop

or else I will regret T.T

# 6

2009-03-28T21:08:00.000+08:00

World Green Day

Today is world green day~

All people need to off their house lights

from 8.30pm ~ 9.30pm

total 1 hr~

but for my house..

ahem..

we off the lights too!

but..

open tv..

open aircond

LOL- -

we got off lights mahs

consider also mahs rite?

wakaka xD

Then my follow my family together

go to the waterpool there

eat steam bot

so many malays@@

there was crowded too

Eat until Im full

goshh

need to keep fit again

# 5

2009-03-23T17:23:00.000+08:00

Further Studies

Hmmm

when talk about this

very sensitive for me

I'm confuse with it

Somemore after SPM

then it's the way to decide my own future already

Say the truth

Im a dreamer

I wan be successful in my course

If can I wan travelling around the world

especially PARIS and LONDON!!

err.. I think too much >.>

Then

today I borrowed a Further Study Information book

from my fren

I start found the college tat I think might suitable

hope I can choose the right school

By the way

TODAY SO DAMN HOT !!!

Dont know what happen to the climate

stay at home better>.>

# 4

2009-03-22T15:57:00.000+08:00

Cow!! lols

so cute :O

I wan it T.T

Qawaii and ViVi :D

Prawn Mee at OldTown @@"

Today...

I followed my family

went to the City Mall :D

We walked around

there are so many bridal promotion

so many couples going to buy the promotion :o

and also got the magic cube competition

wow, those participants super pro

after that..

we went off

we are on our way to popular

before that

I saw the doll shop near the popular

I saw the cow!!

ahh. so cute

so big somemore

feel wan hug it >.>

But I too much doll on my bed jor

later my bed is those doll sleep not i sleep on the bed=.=

then we went in the popular

Of course I must buy my fav

MAGAZINE!!

Qawaii & ViVi

dont know why I so like oso eh?

Then I go to the categori

tat talk abt something like

The training pursues a goal with determination

Got teach u how to earn money

In love

or wateva=.=

I read the books about love

but I found almost all of them

saying lapsap only

lols

u know why?

because all is common sense-.-"

then is the time for tea time

we go to the old town

I order the oldtown white coffee (gao)

and a bowl of prawn mee

so nice~ but im full cant finish them=.=

but my parents's order

was slow

the service sux

the waiter attitude sux also

my parent ask them why so slow

he say cant wait 1 hr or 2 hr de mehs

this call slow mehs

wth=.=

then when the order come

my parent dont wan pay for them

just pay those wat have been eaten

Ahh

Tomorrow school again!!

Sien lar~.~

♥3

2009-03-21T22:31:00.000+08:00

Novel :D

I like this kind of novel so much

love story:o

many meaningful word inside the book

but just for love :)

But..

this book is talk about sad love story

I borrowed from fren

I read some of the contents today

I gonna cry T.T

so touch for them

I already put myself into the story

I can imagine about it

my imagination too good =D

♥2

2009-03-19T18:03:00.000+08:00

Being In a Daze

Well.. Today I just like been mesmerize - -

I dreaming whole day in class

During my test

Oh my god

I can score the full marks

but then i dreaming

and went to toilet

back class then remember tat

I DID WRONG AT LAST STEP

fishy=.=

and during the science lesson

teacher revision form 4's chapter with us

then she bring a model of human brain

and show us

then when the bell rang

i wanna pass up the peka paper to teacher

BUT

i make the model FALL DOWN

with a big noise BANG!

- -"

I'm having an anticipation

about something

that i really hope to see it by my both eyes

sweet smile

warm hands

warm *huggies*

I miss him♥

♥ 1

2009-03-18T16:37:00.000+08:00

Thanks SIS =]

Finally I done my blog~~( although got some cacat=.= )

im just a newbie :x

im not the 1st time came in here. lols

but.. im just sux with it -.-

now,i already satisfied with my blog.

wahahahhas.

I will improve more.

really thanks to my sis - Beliza a.k.a Julex !!

She helped me alot.. Love u sis! xD

she guide me how to do the blog

then i started understand how to do it

see my 1st post is thx to u

the word enuff big anot?lols

hope u dont mind while teaching me this chi dun ppl

I will spend u yum cha next time sis :D

p/s:blur with this bloggie=.=